Its all about getting real
I
heard about the organisation 'free the nipple' and thought little about it until
I came home from work one day and realised how relieved I was to take my bra off
and made the connection. I stood topless looking at myself in the mirror, mostly
at the strap line's that had cut into my shoulders and went from under my boobs
right around my back.
Those cut lines or indentations felt so uncomfortable I massaged as far around
as I could reach which softened them a little then I continued massaging my
boobs which felt rather nice. They were feeling a little tender because I had a
period coming on but after spending a few minutes massaging them, that PMT
tenderness went away.
I'd read quite a bit about breast health and the ongoing debate about bras not
being particularly good for the health of one's breasts, so after an evening of
contemplation and with a sense of daring, the next morning I went to work
without one.
My bust is not exactly small, but we are expected to dress rather
conservatively. I felt ever so nervous and rather sexy, but the entire day went
by and no one noticed. That didn't make sense because everyone has such a
fixation about boobs and occasionally I even find myself checking out other
women's racks. Two more days went by before I finally told one of the girls at
work and she didn't believe me so I showed her to prove it.
She was almost appalled that I could be so improperly dressed and I soon
regretted telling her because by the end of the day, everyone knew and I got a
few strange looks and comments. I protested and told them that I'd been
experimenting for a couple of weeks and no one had noticed, so what was their
problem?
I felt bit intimidated so the next week I made sure I was properly dressed for
work and the conversation went away. After work and on weekends I went without a
bra and when I wore skimpier clothes, people would sometimes look, smile and I'd
feel sexy. But the few people I talked with agreed that it was nobody's business
but mine. After a month I resumed not wearing a bra to work making sure I told
no one and no one seemed to notice or said anything.
After four months going braless, this is what I have observed:
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I've no longer had any neck and shoulder pain all the tension headaches that
used to bother me.
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I feel much more comfortable because I'm not having bra straps cutting into my
skin or those underwires coming loose and stabbing me.
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I no longer get as much breast tenderness before and during my periods.
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At work people don't notice and when I'm out in public, the people who look at
me often smile and leave me feeling sexy and responsible.
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I've done a lot more research and found that bras are only a modern invention
that have known own health benefits, and furthermore they don't prevent breast
sag as some on my aunts proclaim.
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As the months went by I've found myself enjoying my new freedom and love of
self. It felt natural to be who I am and not smushed into something that does
more harm than good.
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It's amazing how great I feel about myself. It's like relearning who I am
without society’s weird expectations about my body.
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I've not been raped or even groped though a few guys have stared more than they
should.
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I've taken control of my life and enjoy every minute of my liberation.
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I was delighted the other day when I went to the mall but I saw at least a
half-dozen women going bra less which lifted my confidence.
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There are occasions when nipples will erect and at such times is good to have a
couple of Band-Aids handy.
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Sexism and patriarchy sucks
Society’s rules on what’s appropriate and what’s not are stifling but when you
decide your own life, then life is magical. I'm not suggesting that every woman
should go bra less, but I think everyone should take the opportunity to
experiment and to realise that there is a choice and that just by having
realising that we have a choice is of itself liberating.
The world we live in is mostly dominated by misogynists (people who don't like
or who want to oppress and control women) who dictate and even brainwash
everyone into believing and behaving as they want us to.
This whole patriarchal and misogynistic movement is supported by the press and
media because sexy sells and woman's bodies have been used and abused for
generations, so this time we reclaimed our bodies and ourselves.